I bet you’re like wow you’re back again. What a messed up life.
I went for a walk to get away from emotions and it worked. I took a break from everything, and walked on the beach. Sounds cliché.
I came back to find that my sunglasses has cracked and broke a little on the hinges and wanted superglue. I searched the drawers because I swear it was there, but then I remembered that my mother had thrown it away. Ugh, so I had to ask her for superglue?
So I went up to her, she was in my room, laying on my bed, the folded laundry that I had placed still on the floor (her clothes), and I asked her, “can you buy me some superglue please?”
Her response was no. Go figure.
She said “Buy it yourself.” This happens to much honestly, everything other than volleyball I pay for. Volleyball supplies I pay for though, only things that are impossible for me to pay, but other than that, like if I need to buy food, snacks, school supplies, clothes (if they ripped or too tight), and superglue.
Okay, well, they’re a dollar at the dollarstore. Did you say that?
I have a total of $5 in my wallet, to live until some kind soul asks me for a babysitting job.
And when I go out with friends, if they’re eating something, I figured it would be nicer if I was eating too, or else I feel like it’s rude or they would be like “Anna are you okay?”.
So, I have to live with $5 or maybe even less for a while.
And she can’t even buy me superglue?
I also have a volleyball tournament coming up, and since it’s beach volleyball, my partner and I need to have matching clothes. I have to get a headband for $7 and a black nike sports bra for $42. Basically $50.
I asked my mom to get it for me and she asked me to pay her back once I have money. Of course, but I said okay.
She doesn’t allow me to work either. Like what? She thinks I’m gonna be really busy doing volleyball and train, going to the gym and such.
So I have this cleaning job at the B&B, which is pretty okay but they only ask once a week in the summer time.
I don’t know when I’ll have this job next, they still haven’t contacted me since last summer. They pay $20 to $25, which is good for working 2 or 3 hours, but I only go once a week, depending how many people are staying at the B&B. That would only pay for half or less for the beach volleyball wear.
I can’t trust my dad that much either, because, well, he’s an alcoholic, and his job doesn’t pay him well all the time.
So I’m stuck here guys.
Hahaha just kidding, I wouldn’t take anything from you guys.
Are there “you guys”??
Well whoever’s out there, reading this, I love you.
You guys are my stress-reliever, the person I go to when I need to talk.